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Melancholy
Melancholy, my main state of mind By dark thoughts I become consumed when they come at night My darkest demons show up with no invite Surrounding me Escaping seems impossible when I look towards my room’s open door My dark room is filled with the demons that embody my pain Although most spend lifetimes avoiding…
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Sinto
Frequentemente sinto uma necessidade insuportável de desaparecer, deixando para trás todas as minhas perturbações e angústias. Recentemente noto que, estes sentimentos são todos resultado de uma vergonha profunda que sinto para comigo. Vergonha de não ser o que considerariam normal. Pouco faladora e tímida, maior parte do tempo sendo consumida por ansiedade e medo de não…
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Empty
Adjective 1. Having no value or purpose: “her life felt empty and meaningless” Sometimes I feel like a ghost. Not only in the way I hide from the day to day life, taking advantage of any opportunity I have of pretending not to exist, but also transparent, empty… like a soul that wanders through the…
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Shame
Noun 1. A painful feeling of humiliation or distress caused by the consciousness of wrong or foolish behaviour. The desire to disappear often takes hold of me in my most vulnerable moments. Shame, not shyness but deep shame of who I am, of who I can be if I let myself slip in between the…
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