O Diário da Maria

Adjective

1. Having no value or purpose: “her life felt empty and meaningless”

Sometimes I feel like a ghost. Not only in the way I hide from the day to day life, taking advantage of any opportunity I have of pretending not to exist, but also transparent, empty… like a soul that wanders through the world but is forced to drag a heavy body with it. A body heavy with deep hurts and pains, so deep they haven’t been found and felt again since the last time. Felt in a way that makes me face them and heal them in a way, simply because I finally looked at them and acknowledged their pain.